Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Grace to the Self-Deceived

Christians all over the world celebrate John Newton’s famous hymn Amazing Grace: How Sweet the Sound, remembering the beautiful story of the slave ship captain’s abrupt repentance.  However, the story that is typically told appears to oversimplify the matter.  Chapter 6 of Marcus Rediker’s excellent The Slave Ship: A Human History shares a fuller version (although perhaps to be fair it would be worth exploring an even more in-depth biography). 

The son of a distant and severe father who himself was a ship captain, John was groomed by the elder Newton for command from an early age. However, early on in his seafaring career the younger Newton chose regularly and enthusiastically to fall into mischief and rebel against authority on all the ships he served—a regular “prodigal son”. This downward spiral eventually resulted in Newton’s status as being no more than a slave himself, “depressed to the lowest degree of human wretchedness.” Soon thereafter, he went “native” while in Africa, to return again to his cultural heritage a few years later.

During the resulting 1747 homeward passage,  the threat of death was imminent one day when Newton was awakened by the force of a violent sea. A man not known for a reverent relationship with God, Newton surprised both himself and those around him by exclaiming to the captain after attempting repairs on this ship: “If this will not do, the Lord have mercy upon us!” He indeed saw God’s providence in living through that particular crisis, but that did not affect his future career direction.

Once Newton became a captain, he was not particularly successful. He commanded three voyages of slave ships, none of which turned a big profit. On the first cruise (1750-1), he held mandatory religious services on board until those on board became too sick. On the one hand, because of the extent of disease and disorder, he called out for divine assistance. However, terror and torture dispensed from his hand to both sailors and slaves continue to define Newton’s life direction  during this time.

During his second voyage (1752-3) Newton began to keep a spiritual diary for the purposes of bringing himself to a deep sense of his past sins and follies, to enlarge his mind, and to compose his heart to a perfect peace and charity with all mankind. In his prayers, he understood  that death was  the nature of the business, asking God only to help him to be ready to embrace it. However, self-deception continued to reign as -- like all slave ship captains of the day-- he ruled supreme over “the captain’s own little private hell.”

During the third voyage (1753-4), Newton’s journal entries turned more and more to his spiritual life and less to the daily transactions of the ship.  Afterward, when he was within two days of sailing off on his fourth voyage, an apoplectic stroke led him to leave the slave trade altogether. Newton wrote that “it pleased God to stop me by illness”. This forced retirement was not by choice, as Rediker duly notes.

Back in 1752 (2nd voyage), Newton had written  a letter to a friend which reminds one of  the lyrics of Amazing Grace he would not write for another 21 years.  He wrote that he once was lost, “ a depraved unhappy apostate, but now was “found” as the Christian master of a slave ship.  A year later he explained how God brought him out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage, from slavery and famine on the coast of Africa to his present situation. However, in the words of Rediker, the reality of that particular situation was to share “a small wooden world with 87 men, women, and children whom he was carrying through the Middle Passage into even deeper bondage.” At the time of that proclamation Newton may have escaped from Egypt, but the truth that he was working for Pharaoh was evidently lost on him (p. 186).

It would be more than 3 decades before Newton eventually came out to declare himself against the slave trade. God’s grace and long-suffering patience with people like Newton (and you and me!) is truly amazing, isn’t it?

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Carrying Stones for Jesus?

Today after the conclusion of our small group meeting here in our coastal southcentral Taiwan setting, I had the chance to share the following story in Chinese with three of our community friends while we were sitting around drinking tea. The story is quoted in Tim Keller’s Prodigal God, page 51:

One day Jesus said to his disciples: “I’d like you to carry a stone for Me.” He didn’t give any explanation. So the disciples looked around for a stone to carry, and Peter, being the practical sort, sought out the smallest stone he could possibly find. After all, Jesus didn’t give any regulations for weight and size! So he put it in his pocket. Jesus then said: “Follow Me.” He led them on a journey. About noontime Jesus had everyone sit down. He waved his hands and all the stones turned to bread. He said, “Now it’s time for lunch.” In a few seconds, Peter’s lunch was over. When lunch was done Jesus told them to stand up. He said again, “I’d like you to carry a stone for Me.” This time Peter said, “Aha! Now I get it!” So he looked around and saw a small boulder. He hoisted it on his back and it was painful, it made him stagger. But he said, “I can’t wait for supper. “ Jesus then said: “Follow Me.” He led them on a journey, with Peter barely being able to keep up. Around supper time Jesus led them to the side of a river. He said, “Now everyone throw your stones into the water.” They did. Then he said, “Follow Me,” and began to walk. Peter and the others looked at him dumbfounded. Jesus sighed and said, “Don’t you remember what I asked you to do? Who were you carrying the stones for?”

Monday, November 29, 2010

Wind Generation Update

A couple of months ago when I was riding my bike along the west coast I noticed that a new platform had been erected to indicate how much power was being generated in Four Lakes’ 14 wind generators. Yesterday was the first time I observed it to be outputting power generation levels. It took a while, but the grid is finally working.

windgenerator

There’s also a new logo on one of the wind generators, apparently by a local temple. Everything is franchised out these days….

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Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Singing Competition

Yesterday the community sponsored a Folk Custum Cultural Festival on the plaza in front of the local temple. In addition to drums, “country technique”, and many other performances put on by children and adults, there was a lottery in the evening in which lots of prizes were given away, including a half dozen or so bicycles and a large flat screen HD TV (I noticed the crowd was 10 times larger when they had the drawing than it was earlier in the afternoon!).

However, I went over there in the afternoon and once again in the evening not for these, but to watch parts of two rounds of the singing competition in which two acquaintances of mine participated. “Benz”, who I’ve written about before and is one of my earliest acquaintances here, came in 2nd place for the 2nd year in a row. Congratulations again this year, Benz!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

The New Children of Taiwan

Earlier today I saw this link about families of foreign wives here in Taiwan as posted by OMF Field Director Phil Nicholson on his facebook page. As our bookkeeper/secretary said this past Sunday in small group, it is no longer appropriate to call them, in either English or Chinese, "foreign brides" since so many of them have lived here so long already.

Many places I have been recently (field directors' meeting from earlier in the month, mission prayer meeting, various other conversations) I'm hearing people talk about this-- even more than before. The 60+ children who participate in ShuiLin Presbyterian Church's tutoring and outreach programs 15 minutes down the road are almost exclusively from foreign bride Taiwanese families. How might God be wanting to love the so-called "new children of Taiwan" (xin taiwan zhizi) and mixed marriage families, and use them to subversively transform Taiwan's worldview to a Christian worldview from the inside-out (Paul Hiebert, Transforming Worldviews)? How might we move in line with Him in our church planting projects to accomplish this very purpose?